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  1. Journal / Laborious Zen

    Laborious Zen
  • I needed to clear my head earlier, and the first thing that came to mind was doing the dishes. The process of how I came to that conclusion is what intrigues me: What is the connection between doing some mundane chore, and the organisation of ones thoughts?

    Gently put, I was focusing on a solution for one of life's little involuntary diaphragmatic spasms. Hiccups are a nuisance to anybody's breathing rhythm, the dishes were merely an elaborate scare tactic to ward off the setback. If meditating is a practice of focussing one's mind, with either chanting or in silence, then that is what I was doing.

    The tones that were emanating from the kitchen sink were a charming concoction of clangs, pings and over-flowing perennial waters. A chant of sort to calm a bellowing mind. The repetition of scrubbing and neatly placing clean crockery to dry was a soothing hypnotic overture. Like how playing a song repeatedly gives one focus on whatever task they're charged with.

    But meditation, like hypnosis, is useless if it is without purpose. Purpose is far too broad a topic to be challenged from just routinely washing the dishes, but it can be broken down — like syllables — to find smaller solutions to a larger problem. The problem that plagued me does not matter, what matters is that I found a tiny amount of satori through an ordinary task. The dishes were a soft-spoken mediator to a Zen moment. Eureka! I found a solution, and that pleases me so.

    The connection between a dull task and organising thought, is that there is no connection. Allow me to explain. A messy sink is not the problem; the task I was doing has nothing to do with my predicament . If anything, a cluttered sink is a metaphor for an uneasy mind, visualised. It is through the hypnotic repetition of cleaning that allowed me to briefly cleanse my mind. I was using one problem to fix the next, like Simultaneous Equations.

    Let me clarify it even further. Its like venting out some pent-up frustration on somebody who has nothing to do with the source of your anger. After letting it all out on your unfortunate victim, you'd feel a little better.

    Undoubtably, we've all had these "uh-huh" moments, and they vary in exclamation; but a small dose of medication is better than none at all.

    It would be unscientific of me to not try and repeat the process of how I got to that moment of clarity. The process and the moment matter, and for a brief moment, nothing else does. Clarity.

  • I've never really penned down, or reflected on how doing some household chore could somehow enrich my personal growth. But how is that even possible, how can physical tasks help my spirituality?